First real day of school and a few miseries

This was the first real day of school. I noticed. I woke up when my friend Ebba rang on my doorbell to accompany me on the bus to school. I literally just threw on some random clothes, grabbed my bag and went out the door. Without brushing my teeth, eating breakfast, putting on makeup and etc. I even missed using my nose spray (I still have this annoying cold), which resulted in some respiration problems during class today. School was hard. Recieved two new assignments. Not fun. However, I have to consider that this is the last year, and I have to give it all. It's my future that I'm working for. And it is going to be so worth it.

After school I went with Rebecca to shop an iPhone case, cause I've bought one. The 3gs one. Kinda old but it fit my budget and it was a really good deal. After that we checked on some clothes. I didn't buy anything because I really am not in a shopping mode right now. I don't know what to buy, and I'm in a desperate need of clothes! And I need to work out. Big time. While I've been sick I've felt that I've become chubbier. That's because I haven't been active neither been especially healthy. I've eaten too much sugar :(.

Yayaya. Tomorrow is a new day and I'm going to make the best out of it. :)

I love Wild Child

I just saw Wild Child on the TV. It's the second time I've seen it. I really like it. It's kind of dorky, but It's just a feel good-movie. And every time Freddy, aka Alex Pettyfer appears I just melt. HOW CUTE?! I'm really a sucker for shaggy blond men haha. Even if I might appreciate some dark haired mysterious men also, such as Rob Pattinson, my future husband. However, Alex Pettyfer is only 4 years older than me! That's nothing, right? While Rob has eight years on me. Hmm. British guys, what a charm. One can really dream, eh?

Btw. My foot's injured, my cold is starting to give up, I burnt a piece of my finger on the oven earlier, I made an Indian mince meat stew today that smelled wonderfully, I baked some sweet potato in the oven and it turned out to be a real hit according to my brother, my parents are in Turkey and I am now going to watch the second movie of Lord of the Rings. It's okay. I'm not freaking about it like movie nerds do. Especially IMDb.

I hate that school starts on Monday. A little comforting is thus the fact that the autumn semester goes by really quickly. And that there's an autumn holiday in the middle of it. However, I hate that the slightly warm, sunny days are counted. Boo.


G'night fellas.

DAMN IT

I caught a cold. During the last days of my summer holidays. Not that I had anything planned or so, but I really do not need anything more to contribute to my depression. School's starting on Monday, and I just want to get out of this country. I'm done with Swedish teenage culture. I hate it. Not that I was the one that did the stupid stuff. I just get really depressed when being let down by my friends friend. I mean, I have actual expectations on them, but some people are just really selfish or stupid..

And now I can't stay to my workout plan! GAH, I HATE BEING SICK. Guess rest is the only thing that will help me now. Booo.

Never sugar again

Dude. I feel like shit. I ate some mint chocolate chip icecream earlier, made with our veery new ice cream maker (bought it yesterday) and now I have no energy what so ever. I started doing a bodyrock-workout, but I just felt that energy would never last for FIVE rounds of pain in my knees. This is just one of those joint-pain days. Hate them! And, I went to see my doctor today and she told me she didn't know if I had nut allergy or not. GAAAAY. I really crave nuts right now. What the heck. I'm gonna do my pushups now and then I'm gonna go rest. I WILL exercise tomorrow morning, after breakfast, but before lunch, while it is still not hot as hell outside.

We're kings of the night

Hello. Now we're in Linköping again. After having travelled 121 miles in one day, I woke up pretty tired this morning. I've been really crabby all day. Now I'm going to clean up. Later I might go for a jog.

Distress in Oslo

Okay. So when I turned on my computer this afternoon, I clicked my way in on my favorite news-webpage. I saw the words : Explosion in Oslo-several killed. And I was chocked. In OSLO? The nice city in Norway? That civilized city? No way. That's just horrible. And later there was a gunman on an island close to Oslo that killed a few politically active adolescents too! O my God. Where is the world heading? And the starving-catastrophe in Africa? Everything seems to be horrible in the world right now.

Obsessions, thoughts and stuff.

Wow. I haven't written here for quite a while now. Well, we're past mid-summer holidays and we're now day by day stepping towards August and school start. I can't exactly say I'm looking forward to it.

During these sunny but not extremely hot summerdays (We're in northern Sweden, and it never get's especially hot here. We're almost by the North Pole, dude.) I get kind of bored. I don't really haveany projects. I guess I like to have projects going but more often I feel like a non-project kind of girl. So, due to me not filling my time with projects, I get obsessed by things instead. I guess that's not a really admirable quality. I'm feeling like one of these Justin Bieber fans, or Twilight fan (which I am, but not hardcore, cause that's gay* and not independent at all, I admire independent people.) Anyhow. I enjoy obsessing about stuff when I'm bored. My obsessions the last weeks have been: This , This, and food and baking. I'm like not a very active person, so I'm gonna strive for a better physique the coming days, weeks, months, years. I've spent quite a little time in comparison to other summers reading books. I guess I've become more restless during the years. I'm seventeen now. I'm old.

Found this guy on Youtube this evening. I love his voice. Not as raspy as Rob Pattinson but close enough :). And he looks good to, even if he flirts a little to much with the camera and is a little too androgynous for my taste. Whatever, men that sing and play guitar are sexy. Enough said.



I'm thinking of starting with Tumblr. It all seems so relaxed and unpretentious.

*Speaking of gay, I really don't have anything against homosexual persons. I'm just not attracted to them. Anyhow, the word gay has come to mean something different to me; similar to foolish and ridiculous and lame and devious. It's just an overall word I use sometimes when I'm too lazy to come up with a better word.