Obsessions, thoughts and stuff.

Wow. I haven't written here for quite a while now. Well, we're past mid-summer holidays and we're now day by day stepping towards August and school start. I can't exactly say I'm looking forward to it.

During these sunny but not extremely hot summerdays (We're in northern Sweden, and it never get's especially hot here. We're almost by the North Pole, dude.) I get kind of bored. I don't really haveany projects. I guess I like to have projects going but more often I feel like a non-project kind of girl. So, due to me not filling my time with projects, I get obsessed by things instead. I guess that's not a really admirable quality. I'm feeling like one of these Justin Bieber fans, or Twilight fan (which I am, but not hardcore, cause that's gay* and not independent at all, I admire independent people.) Anyhow. I enjoy obsessing about stuff when I'm bored. My obsessions the last weeks have been: This , This, and food and baking. I'm like not a very active person, so I'm gonna strive for a better physique the coming days, weeks, months, years. I've spent quite a little time in comparison to other summers reading books. I guess I've become more restless during the years. I'm seventeen now. I'm old.

Found this guy on Youtube this evening. I love his voice. Not as raspy as Rob Pattinson but close enough :). And he looks good to, even if he flirts a little to much with the camera and is a little too androgynous for my taste. Whatever, men that sing and play guitar are sexy. Enough said.



I'm thinking of starting with Tumblr. It all seems so relaxed and unpretentious.

*Speaking of gay, I really don't have anything against homosexual persons. I'm just not attracted to them. Anyhow, the word gay has come to mean something different to me; similar to foolish and ridiculous and lame and devious. It's just an overall word I use sometimes when I'm too lazy to come up with a better word.

last friday night

Ok, almost one week since we ended school for summer vacation. I've been to Italy. We had a nice time. Bought some clothes. I didn't like when some yucky italian guy tried to bring me to a bar and buy me coffee: first: I hate coffee, second; he was yucky, third; I wanted to shop, fourth; my mom was downstairs, fifth; I know what he wanted, and it was not coffee... yayayaya. I'm home now. Nice. Been watching desperate housewives all day. Think I'm going for a jog/powerwalk later. I have like no energy anymore! :(

I lay down on the cold ground and I

OK. Ended school today. Heading for summer holidays now. FINALLY! I AM EXHAUSTED. Seriously. I can't even see anything before my eyes standing up from a chair, I'm that tired. Tomorrow me and my madre are going to Italy! FUUN

Ease my mind will you

Böö. Woke up 10:30 AM today. Feels like I'm wasting the whole day away. Been home from London for almost 3 days now. It was awesome! Did some shopping too. In a week I'm in Italy! Looking forward to it, a lot!!! It's really sunny here right now. And warm. Think I'll be going for a jog later. First, some sunbathing I think..

10 days of vacation

OK. Now I'm done with almost all homework. I just have to read the rest of a stupid french book and memorize some things on my chemistry report, and I'm ready for summer holidays. Today I turned in my psychology report. My teacher told me I had the highest grade. And she didn't even read my report! And she probably won't either. Weirrd. Yeahyeah, i'm happy to have som time off. On Monday me and my class are going to London! It's going to be really fun. First, I have to go to Nyköping and visit my grandma. And then I'll go to London. Right now, we're visited by an italian guest, his name is Andrea and he is a teacher at Superlec or something in Paris. He is smart.

tänkte ut en dialog mellan oss och allt

OOOOK. Had a pretty calm schoolday. Ended before ten AM. Went home. Saw Desperate Housewive on the computer. Started on my psychology and now, I've been writing on it forever. I'm soo not gonna be a shrink. Must be horrible. I've downloaded some good music too. Great. I'm going to LONDON on Monday! And I don't have any homework this weekend!!!!!!! OMG I'm so happy about that. OK, let's sum up three more chapters of psychology in my essay. Let's do this shit. Only three chapters away from freedom. yup. I'm gonna do this for about half an hour. I'm gonna be done by 17:22. YUP. I have to be fast. As hell.

Now with our souls misunderstood

OOOKKKK. Had my physics test today. It feels okay. Later I cut my hair. It's fiiine now, but,,, it's got a lot of volume. The hairdresser put a lot of dust it in it. Not really used to my head looking like a ball.

Unfortunately, I have more homework to do. JEeez. Bought a tanktop today. It's ok. LONDON ON MONDAY!!!!